18 5 / 2012
fml
I wish I wasnt so limited with choices for my future, its like I have to do army. Theres no possible way to even do college anymore..without the army. What if I dont want to do army! I see everyone else getting scholarships, money, jobs already starting their future and I cant even get the decent score I want on my AZVAB. Could my life suck anymore than it already does. My friends arent even friends, my parents shouldnt even be called parents, I just want to know what I want to do and be successful at it. All I do know is that I want to help people. Help this sorrow world we all live in. I talk to God, I talk to people that I “think” would understand but just dont get the big picture im talking about. I wish I could start all over. I feel stuck. I hate this feeling. I know others have it worse & are managing but, this is my life. This is how I feel. There are ways to change this but, theres no yellow brick road for me to follow, noone thats supporting me, I need a path.
25 2 / 2012
LOL that moment when its to early to function then you find yourself laughing at YOURSELF because your so awkward. ~ yeah that be my life.
